This is MY BLOG! These are MY thoughts, events of MY life and things I feel that are important. Love it or hate it, I DON'T CARE!

My name is Samantha McIver
I am 15 years old
I live in No Man's Land, Canada a.k.a. STC.
I have brown hair, blue eyes and wear glasses most of the time.. occasionally wear my contacts
I love the color pink
I used to do yoga, haven't done it in a while, very sad
I go to RHDH
I like watermelon
I like Dashboard Confessional, AFI, Blink 182, Billy Talent, Yellowcard, Nirvana, GREEN DAY, Stone Temple Pilots and a lil bit of Insane Clown Posse
I like politics, good times there
And I think thats all about me for now
   

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Pieces

I, like a rock, sink
Sinking 'til I hit the bottom
The water is much deeper than I thought
Nothing to swim with
Kicking but I keep sinking
A lesson that no one could have ever taught

'Cause I can almost breathe the air
Right beyond my finger tips
I'll turn around and pick up the pieces
One more push and I'll be there
Right where I belong
I'll turn around and pick up the pieces

I see the picture
Blurry but now it's in focus
A fairy tale I purchased on my own
I finally woke up
Everything is better
A chance for me to open up and grow


Waited


Hit the ground
Weighed down again
You walked out
But I'm sure you're my friend

It must have been good
This can't be for good
Everyone's o-...
Is everyone ok?

I waited, oh I, oh I
Waited, oh I, oh I
Oh I must be too dumb to be proud
Cause I waited, waited

Woke to sounds
I prayed you were there
I fell back down
But I'm sure you still care

It must have been good
This can't be for good
Everything's o-...
Is everything ok?

Old Men

Sitting, staring
Glaring at the world around them
Not enjoying the world around
being mean and rude
To those they surround

These are the old dirty men
Who sit in the booth
At a local Burger King
They gripe about the lives
They live
And hoot and holler
When a pretty young
Woman walks by

This is what their lives
Have come to:
No happiness in their old age
So they have to make
Everyone else
Become mean and rude
Just like them
Or like me the observer
Disgusted at their
Leering at the young woman
Leaving the restaurant
Embarrassed by the
Old men's attention

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Going back a bit..

Okay so now I'm going to skip back to Heidi's 16th birthday. I was told to bring my tent. It was a tent that has never been put up before by me or anyone else. So I made it to Heidi's with my tent. Her and I put it together all by ourselves. OH YEAH! It ended up being the only tent that really could stand the wind. So the night was good I guess. Um who all atteneded, let's see. There was me, Justina, Heidi, Kayla, Tiff, Heidi's sister and her friend, Adam K, Jennifer, Nathan, Cory, and Dayne, Adam R., Shayne and Ryan arrived later. Jeff was there but left early and missed everything. Stevie didn't make it because she got grounded for not doing the dishes and leaving the mayonaise out on the counter?(I really don't know about that one).  The night was  a bit of a blurr but I think I can manage to recall some things. They had a nice little fire going on. There was um lovely music. haha. OH and fireworks. Can't forget those. Kayla and Tiff tried to teach me how to dance to the song Jump On It. That was quite the sight. I couldn't exactly get it so I made up my own way. I was almost hit with a firework. Cory went to light it up his shirt and threw it because he burnt himself and it landed in my chair. Everyone beside me was freaking out because it almost hit them but it landed in MY FUCKING CHAIR. lol. I should have been the one spazzing but I remained calm. GO ME! No one was very pleased that Adam showed up late. It was his girlfriend's birthday and all. Someone had got some people some alcohol. Anyways the drinking started sometime after Shayne and Adam arrived. They snuck up through the field, appeared out of thin air.  People kept disappearing and I can't remember who disappeared when. Ryan was really drunk. Like insanely. He was acting gay(literally). It was rather disturbing. The guys went on a no shirt, no shoes mission. That was funny. Half drunk, half naked. Good combo.  They came back with bagel bites. We tried roasting them on the fire. Boy that was rough. We ate some and they were still frozen with burnt bottoms. Shayne and Adam did the "sneak attack".  They walked somewhere and like came back through the field and tried to scare us. It worked for some, but the people who saw them didn't get scared. Tiff left around midnightish. Anything between like 2-4:30ish is a blur. About 4:30 we crawled into tents. There was me, Jus, Nathan, Jenn and Shayne in my tent at first. None of them would shut up. Shayne got out because him and Jenn couldnt get along. The other tent was a little rowdy too. It had Adam, Heidi, Kayla and Cory in it. Me and Jenn got back out because Heidi's sister and Ryan were playing some stupid game and it got everyone's attention. Everyone ended up crawling into tents because it was soooo late. I forgot to mention the bugs were horrible all night and they had all gotten into the tents. In one tent there was Heidi, Adam, Cory, Kayla, Dayne, Heidi's sister and her friend. They were all pretty squished. In my tent me, Jus, Nathan, Jenn and Ryan. Shayne had disappeared into his own tent and no one actually knew that til later. Anyways, Ryan was still drunk and rowdy so he wouldn;t shut up and other things were going on in my tent that I didn't appreciate so I ended outside on the bench trying to sleep. SOOOOO MANY BUGS! Heidi's mom came out around like 5:30. She yelled and yelled and yelled. She was so pissed that there were guys and girls together in tents. I just sat there and watched. It was scary. The guys all got scared and took their tent down and packed up. We all sat in my tent for a bit. Then the guys decided that they needed showers before 7 so they all went down to Adam K's house. All of em just picked up and left. It was funny. Took my tent down. Tried to roll it up so that it would fit in the bag but that didn't happen. We went inside and I waited til 7 to call my mom. Heidi, Kayla, Jenn and Jus kinda fell asleep. Mom sent Nan out to get me, Jus and Jenn. I ended up leaving the cover to the tent at Heidi's. Pissed my brother off. hehe. I did something to make him mad without even trying. I'm good. I came home and went to bed at 12. I was too tired to sleep if that makes sense. All in all it was a pretty good time. Makes me a bit sad I won't be spending my birthday with my friends.

Posted at 5.7.05 by crazycomet

 

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